I just can’t wait for tonight to go We in part our day Now it’s time to show Time goes by so fast Try to make it last

Lay down that gun Put Our best times In the forefront Lay down that blade I can’t taint your image That’s just burned in my brain Lay down that gun That love that you gave Was felt through absorption Lay down and sleep Why dont we just flip to that page in the morning Because you lit my horizon And you kept me going Your face appears On my best nights of sleep You playing nocturne that night Felt like a dream Why’d we leave? Could’ve been everlasting If we just stitched up that seam Lay down that gun put our best times In the forefront Lay down that gun Put Our best times In the forefront Lay down that blade I can’t taint your image That’s just burned in my brain Lay down that gun That love that you gave Was felt through absorption Lay down and sleep Why dont we just flip to that page in the morning Because you lit my horizon And you kept me going

We ain't got much time So, I’m gon keep it short I hope you hear this I’ve been living in the dirt I had a dream last night And you were there With 2 white flowers sitting in your hair You were in that last dress I saw you in The white one for Spring with the flower print We made eye contact like we never met I tried to talk to you But, I just drew a blank Yesterday was the first time in the city Since we left I saw your building on the street Saw my past on the steps Saw my dog running around For the first time since she passed That was my best friend I never told you that I probably should’ve But, I never vent We knew it wouldn’t last But, we just acted like it would After the summer crashed I just really want you back I started to stand up for myself And you taught me that You really taught me alot of things I wish I told you that I have so much to tell you But, I’m just getting short on words Yet, this verse was the easiest I’ve wrote since the day we met I get inspired by the memories But, these nights are just black out You'd be sick If you saw me now I wanna get back on the right path And you taught me how Pull yourself up by the bootstraps And make it happen I’m gonna do that.

I’ve been feeling like I’m living I’ve been snagging My life distant I was drifting, drifting, drifting Now I’m feeling like I’m gifted Every gift follows curse I’ve been long due Every life follows hearse I’m glad it didn’t happen before you I’ve been feeling like I’m living I’ve been snagging My life distant I was drifting, drifting, drifting Now I’m feeling like I’m gifted My clothes baggy and my hair long People don’t really fuck with me Because I look different and I sing songs These days, no one cares to read No one cares to read But, you read me like a book I can’t sing on key But, I can try for you I can try to be better As a scumbag in my past life I’ve been imperfect I’m not innocent I’ve not heavensent I’ve been feeling like Fuck, I don’t repent I got violent in my past life If any one crosses you I’ll take a stand Then I’ll take the stand And stand for what I am Because what I am is a man That will stand by your side.

I don’t see shit I won’t feel it I’m just always falling short of healing I just want you here I don’t need it Running back and forth Girl, leave me bleeding out Leave me in the crowd I’m stuck seeing sounds I don’t wanna talk Girl, shut your mouth Leave me in the cold I’ll fend for myself Still got a soul Gave a fuck about the wealth I don’t see shit I don’t feel it I won’t need to I conceal it Looking to the sky I’m not kneeling I don’t wanna die I found my pride in the ceiling Leave me on my own I don’t want you around I’m not gonna drown Head above the sound Ashes on the shelf Family in the clouds Knowing one day That I gotta pass them down.

Living on the outskirts I can finally rest my feet I don’t know if you really know That you mean’t something to me Because I never told you I dubbed your call I never folded I need it all And I bring it back I don’t need that I just have my pride And I see that I should probably hit you back one of these days I don’t even know if I can find it in myself Yes, I just see shades of grey I’m a dog I’m a mutt I’m happy that you said enough Because I’ve been toxic I can be toxic when I get drunk When I get wasted I feel so wasted And I know you’d deface me Why did we have to cut this shit short? Was it for the best? But, I still wanna make it last I still wanna see it through Wonder if we still can Wonder if we still have Anything left After that shit passed I wonder if that ship sailed with that I don’t even know I’ve been optimistic I don’t wanna see you in my dreams anymore Yeah, I know I’m shit Just leave me on the floor now Yeah, I’m bleeding out But, that’s okay I’m on my way out I got some bliss now I got blisters I’m an ugly star I can see now I feel senile Can’t smoke weed now It’s not a cure But, I should It might soothe these feelings I have for you What do these fucking feelings have to do? I need to write a eulogy for it This is the time that I wish we had together Instead I’m just sitting in the torture chamber Rewind it back Rub me in my back Sake in my tract I’ve high about that Now they want the track You got the blade to my throat Just cut that Just lay me out Leave me out to dry Hoping that it feels alright All I ask is that you look me in the eyes when I die I’ve been down below, and I see you so high Thank you for all the times that we really had I pray to god I don’t relapse Not my thoughts Because you were my drug Now just tie my off Layed up on the lawn I’ve been feeling numb I don’t feel alone Crying to myself But, I can’t shed a tear Wander by myself But, I can feel you here Moving on? Yeah, that’s a fear I just see you When I feel down I’m a fiend, yeah Out a sea, yeah I don’t be here I should’ve believed you I’ve been heartless I’m all out of these times we all hate These’s memories are faded The ink dried The memories I hate it, I get raided, too I just document it When I see you In my thought patterns I just need you I might circle back I might make mistakes I might make the same mistakes I have made I don’t really care, because that’s me I’ve been living like a dream I’ve been living like a dream

Sumi ink Please don’t fade I still hope you dried Before I saw the rain fall down I don't know if I’ll see you again my girl But, you stay tattooed on my mind Surface burned from the shine I've been doing better since I Sumi ink There's no time and no place Under this moon I felt it when I saw All along, I thought I was blind til you Gardens of the times saw their full bloom Pawns of the castle never intrude This is not the end It’s an interlude This is not love, girl It’s a monsoon Sumi ink Please don’t fade I still hope you dried Before I saw the rain fall down I don't know if i’ll see you again, my girl Ever since then you’ve been tattooed on my mind Surface burned from the shine I've been doing better since I tried I’ve been better But, I still don’t want to die I’ve been taking flight Still don’t know Skyline looming mines Talons of the sky Gripping on my soul all the time Sumi ink Please don’t fade I still hope you dried Before I saw the rain fall 7777777777 8888888888 7777777777 8888888888 7777777777 8888888888 7777777777 8888888888 7777777777 8888888888 7777777777 8888888888 7777777777 8888888888 7777777777 8888888888 Black out night Want to be alone Lonely, but surrounded Bottle pick me low Life isn’t serious Never good at jokes Maybe I fall too easy Slipped right off the throne Maybe I’m too picky Sometimes you just know There’s some shit I see I still got room for growth

We had our last call Now it’s time to see the last call When you got in that car I knew I’d never see you again Wish I told you how I felt Right there and then I get tongue-tied Now it’s another regret How many fucking times Is this gonna happen? I gotta speak up more But I still don’t It’s like clockwork Guess I love seeing myself fall Guess that’s just how I am I don’t know if I’ll ever really know Why that is I don’t know, I don’t know I don’t think I ever will Still got the record on the ground that we played Still got the scissors on the bed when you needed them Meaningless items feeling sentimental Honestly, I still like seeing them though I don’t know why I got so caught up We only knew each other less than a month But, I guess I just saw something different I don’t know, it was something A gut feeling Breath of fresh air I wanna keep breathing Guess these camels will do best Probably because you were real Looking in the mirror I know I needed that Seeing my own empty eyes Oh how I hate that I probably should work on myself more Been running around the block in the freezing cold I just wanna feel something I just wanna feel something We had our last call Now it’s time to see the last call When you got in that car And I knew I’d never see you again Still got the outfit on the floor to impress you You didn’t notice, that’s the grounding that I needed I feel like you’re worth fighting for But I gotta respect your space So yeah, I’m receding I’m receding now I’ll just bite my tongue I’ll just bite my tongue We had our last call Now it’s time for the last call That’s another shot of mezcal Girl, you’re a breath of fresh air And I wanna keep breathing